10. Yer body changes. Will not add anymore. The actual words are recorded in ‘The Book’
9. You get smacked in the face by a thing called reality no more daydreams about growing up to be a perfect person. Nope you find out just how messed up everyone is and how nothing in this world is perfect. Aint that just friggn peachy?
8. Responsibility. Need i say more?
7. You get shitty punishments cause yer suppossedly older and therefore know better. What can yer do? Shit happens.
6. You have to make descisions. What to wear, when to talk, how to act, which shoe to buy, blah blah blah. Life sure isnt getting simpler.
5. Moods. Stoopid bloody hormones. I hate having a mood i cant explain. Urrghh.
4. You have to start behaving more like an adult which sucks to be honest. Ever notice how boring and stiff most grown ups are?
3. You have to find out who you are and what you want and then still try to please yer parents by doing what they want you to do and become. Its tough. Sometimes you dont want what they want for you, but yer not sure what yer want for yerself. Which pretty much brings yer straight back to no.6 on this list. Descisions.
2. You start to change, life starts to change. Change is inevitable but also brings uncertainty. Who knows what to expect these days?
1. You think more. And that is the scariest thing of all. Some days i think moiself into a huge circle that end up having a shitty mood for the rest of the week. And other days i just live in happpy oblivion to the rest of the world. Just drinking coffee and surfin the net without a care in the world.
The nice thing about thinking is that i make connections, and generalizations, i hope and imagine. I find dreams that i would like to make reality and i set goals for moiself. I usually feel uplifted and cheerful then. lawl
But I find that the older i get the more complex moi thoughts become. I used to see things in black and white. Right and wrong. Fun and Boring. There where no grey areas. But now i see the world in black and white and a fluid grey. Some areas are shaded and confusing. And its strange because i’m not used to seeing the world that way. And i think that this is the main reason why i dont want to grow up. “-”
Ciao
-Spunky
